The real reason I was being a b**ch to Jess, is because that I ask if we can do an Art Trade, but she said "No thank you.", I felt let down. Now I'm this, this thing.... you may think I'm like a brick wall, but I'm not, I'm a glass window that will break for the cracks put it the glass, till the glass breaks..... I want to show her how, that my dark side can get when I'm upset, let down, angered, disppointed, and depressed, but I went to far and broke her wall..... can't people know how I went throught my life with a brother who is younger than me that abuses me, being picked on in Jr high because I'm chubby and I have bad breaks outs... They should be ashamed of them selfs, krama will stab them in the back. Plus she should know how things will happen, she wouldn't be there for her characters and I'm having the same problems with my character Sonicfan, she has short hair a Night fury hybrid from a small town (she based off of my mother and me) in Soinc clothing, not long hair and a full body-suit. I told her thought a note that I'm a person who has a rough history... I never told anyone this because my parents over react to the most smallest of things, I never told this to my friend because they would think different of me... Don't people know that I can't take the smallest of things, hate in the comments, "You Suck", or "You don't belong her", and a bunch rest... How can these people pick on me, on how good I'm at art..... I don't I want to live anymore on this cruel world, this place has made my heart cruel and I can't control my anger, or can't stop being so upset over a single thing, I don't know if this an aplouge, or a suicide notepad?...... CAN'T I JUST WANT ONE SIMPALE ART TRADE WITHOUT A TURN DOWN, I JUST WANTED TO SEE MY CHARACTER IN HER STYLE THAT'S ALL?!?!!!!!!!!
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